Author: DVO

How do we lose our souls? What does it mean “to lose your soul” already in this world? What is a soul, and how can it be lost? Since a soul is immaterial and spiritual, it cannot be pictured. We have to use abstract terms to try to understand it. Philosophers, going right back to Aristotle, have tended to define the soul as a double principle inside every living being: For them, the soul is both the principle of life and energy inside us as well as the principle of integration. In essence, the soul is two things: It’s the fire inside us giving us life and energy and it’s the glue that holds us together. While that sounds abstract, it’s anything but that because we have first-hand experience of what this means. And since the soul is a double principle doing two things for us, there are two corresponding ways of losing our souls. We can have our vitality and energy go dead, or we can become unglued and fall apart, petrification or dissipation; in either case, we lose our souls. What’s healthy for my soul? This is a legitimate question but also a trick one. We lose our souls in opposite ways, and thus, care of the soul is a refined alchemy that has to know when to heat things up and when to cool things down: What’s healthy for my soul on a given night depends a lot upon what I’m struggling with more on that night: Am I losing my soul because I’m losing vitality, energy, hope, and graciousness in my life? Am I growing bitter, rigid, sterile, becoming a person who’s painful to be around? Or, conversely, am I full of life and energy but so full of it that I am falling apart, dissipating, losing my sense of self? Am I petrifying or dissipating? Both are a loss of soul. In the former situation, the soul needs more fire, something to rekindle its energy. In the latter case, the soul already has too much fire; it needs some cooling down and some glue. After we die, we can go to heaven or hell. That’s one way of speaking about losing or saving our souls. But Christian theology also teaches that heaven and hell start already now. Already here in this life, we can weaken or destroy the God-given life inside us by either petrification or dissipation. We can lose our souls by not having enough fire, or we can lose them by not having enough glue.

This short passage, which brings to a close the Gospel of St Matthew, is of great importance. Seeing the risen Christ, the disciples adore him, worshipping him as God. This shows that at last they are fully conscious of what, from much earlier on, they felt in their heart and confessed by their words—that their Master is the Messiah, the Son of God. The Master addresses them with the majesty proper to God: “All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me.” omnipotence, an attribute belonging exclusively to God, belongs to him: he is confirming the faith of his worshippers; and he is also telling them that the authority which he is going to give them to equip them to carry out their mission to the whole world, derives from his own divine authority. On hearing him speak these words, we should bear in mind that the authority of the Church, which is given it for the salvation of mankind, comes directly from Jesus Christ, and that this authority, in the sphere of faith and morals, is above any other authority on earth. Here Christ also passes on to the apostles and their successors the power to baptize, that is, to receive people into the Church, thereby opening up to them the way to personal salvation. The mission which the Church is definitively given here at the end of St Matthew’s Gospel is one of continuing the work of Christ—teaching men and women the truths concerning God and the duty incumbent on them to identify with these truths, to make them their own by having constant recourse to the grace of the sacraments. When Holy Scripture says that God is with someone, this means that that person will be successful in everything he undertakes. Therefore, the Church, helped in this way by the presence of its divine Founder, can be confident of never failing to fulfil its mission down the centuries until the end of time.

There is a story told about a Jewish farmer who, through carelessness, did not get home before sunset one Sabbath and was forced to spend the day in the field, waiting for sunset the next day before being able to return home. Upon his return home, he was met by a rather perturbed rabbi who chided him for his carelessness. Finally, the rabbi asked him: “What did you do out there all day in the field? Did you at least pray?”  The farmer answered: “Rabbi, I am not a clever man. I don’t know how to pray properly. What I did was to simply recite the alphabet all day and let God form the words for himself.” Fr. Rolheiser writes that when we come to celebrate, we bring the alphabet of our lives. If our hearts and minds are full of warmth, love, enthusiasm, song, and dance, then these are the letters we bring.  If they are full of tiredness, despair, blandness, pain, and boredom, then those are our letters. Bring them. Spend them. Celebrate them. Offer them. It is God’s task to make the words!

Fr. Ron Rolheiser writes today regarding two letters he received. The first letter from a woman said, “I suffer from emotional and mental illness and, in a society like ours, that puts me outside of life. I always feel like I am in exile. Everyone keeps their distance from me, and they seem to actually blame me for being ill as if I could make myself well just by wishing it.” The second letter was from another woman that he knew who said, “I am becoming more realistic about the attitudes that exist both inside of religious community and in the world outside, namely, that any person who has required any kind of psychiatric care is considered forever unstable, unproductive and unsuitable for a life of normal relationships and service.” Christ warns us that health and strength are gifts from beyond and that when we become complacent, smug, and self-sufficient about them, we risk missing the kingdom. The truth is that we, the healthy and strong, are too arrogant and complacent and that we are too unfeeling and too judgmental toward those who struggle. In the end, we are too calloused. We are too full of ourselves; our health and strengths are blinding us to what is a gift. We are self-preoccupied, adolescent, and narcissistic. In that, there is no place for compassion. Not only do we lack empathy and understanding toward these people, but worse still, we blame them for their poverties, as if, as the lady comments, they could get strong and well simply by their own efforts. There is compassion for an attractive personality with cancer but a judgmental attitude toward someone we live with who struggles with emotional cancer. We have compassion for helpless seal pups but callousness toward the unwanted unborn within our own wombs. How can we have become so unfeeling, smug, adolescent, selfish, and full of ourselves to have lost our childlikeness?

Jesus speaks, with incredible bluntness, about cutting off one’s hand and foot and plucking out of one’s own eye. If these things are a block to your salvation, get rid of them, for it is better to enter life maimed than to enter Gehenna with all of your limbs and members. The hand is the organ by which we reach out and grasp things. The soul is meant for union with God, but we have, instead, reached out to creatures, all of our energies, grasping at finite things. The Lord also speaks of the foot. The foot is the organ by which we set ourselves on a definite path. We are meant to walk on the path which is Christ. Do we? Or have we set out down a hundred errant paths leading to glory, honor, power, or pleasure? We are designed to seek after and look for God. Have we spent much of our lives looking in all the wrong places, beguiled by the beauties and enticements of this world? And are we willing to pluck out our eye spiritually, to abandon many of the preoccupations that have given us pleasure? God’s life-giving presence is a gift that is always within us. He remains faithful to us, even when we are unfaithful to him. God leaves us totally free in our relationship with him, but the misuse of our freedom can cause us significant suffering. And so, God asks us to cut out of our lives anything that blocks our ability to receive his love.

A renowned social worker made a comment to this effect: “I work on the streets with the poor, and I do it because I’m a Christian. But I can work on the streets for years and never mention Christ’s name because I believe that God is mature enough that he doesn’t demand to be the center of our conscious attention all the time.” Fr. Rolheiser asks, “Does God demand to be the center of our conscious attention all the time?” He goes on to write that the First Commandment teaches that God is primary, always. This may never be ignored, but we also know that God is wise and trustworthy. Hence, we may safely deduce that God did not make us one way and then demand that we live in an entirely different way: that is, God did not make us with powerful proclivities that instinctually and habitually focus us on the things of this world and then demand that we give him the center of attention all the time. That would be a bad parent. God gave us a nature that is affectively wild and promiscuous. God expects us to be responsible as to how we act inside that nature, but given how we are made, the First Commandment may not be interpreted in such a way that we should feel guilty whenever God is not consciously or affectively number one in our lives. God doesn’t demand to be the center of our conscious attention all the time. God is not upset when our habitual focus is on our own lives, so long as we remain faithful and do not culpably neglect giving God that focus when it is called for. There are times when we are called to make God the conscious center of our attention; love and faith demand this. Like a good spouse, what God asks is fidelity. However, there will be times when, affectively and consciously, God will take fourth place in our lives – and God is mature and understanding enough to live with that.

Why do we fear drawing closer to God? It’s an all too common idea that if you welcome God into your life, you will have an easier walk through life; God will spare you from many of the illnesses and sufferings that afflict others. Fr. Rolheiser writes that many others feel that God means for us to suffer, that there’s an intrinsic connection between suffering and depth, and that the more painful something is, the better it is for you spiritually. There is, of course, some profound truth in this; spiritual depth is inextricably connected to suffering, as the Cross of Jesus reveals, and scripture does say that God chastises those who draw close to Him. But there are countless ways to misunderstand this. Jesus did say that we must take up our cross daily and follow him and that following him means precisely accepting a special suffering. Why? Pain will flow into us more deeply when we take God seriously, not because God wants it or because pain is somehow more blessed than joy. It’s none of these. Suffering and pain are not what God wants. To the extent that we take God seriously, they will flow more deeply into our lives because, in a deeper opening to God, we will stop falsely protecting ourselves against pain and become much more sensitive so that life can flow more freely and more deeply into us. We will experience deeper pain in our lives because, being more sensitive, we will be experiencing everything more deeply. As we draw closer to God by carrying our daily cross, we will experience life’s depth, both in the fantastic heights of joyful love and the challenging depth of pain’s darkness. This is what it means to walk the path that Jesus walked. It is the refiner’s fire of purification in preparation for our eternal destination that we can see in the lives of the saints as they draw closer to God.

On this day when we celebrate the Blessed Virgin Mary, Mother of the Church, Pope Francis reminds us that “When faith makes a place for the Mother of God, we never lose sight of the center: the Lord, for Mary, never points to herself but to Jesus; and our brothers and sisters, for Mary is mother.” We see this in the actions described by John. Whereas the Apostles, except for John, abandon Jesus in the hour of his humiliation, Jesus mother Mary, his mother’s sister Mary, the wife of Clopas, and Mary of Magdala, who had followed him during his public life, now stay with their Master as he dies on the Cross. Saint Pope John Paul II explains that Our Lady’s faithfulness was shown in four ways: “First, in her generous desire to do all that God wanted of her; Second, in her total acceptance of God’s will; Third, in the consistency between her life and the commitment of faith which she made; and, Finally, in her withstanding this test. Only a consistency that lasts throughout the whole of life can be called faithfulness. Mary’s ‘fiat’ in the Annunciation finds its fullness in the silent ‘fiat’ that she repeats at the foot of the Cross.” When Jesus speaks to John and his mother, Mary, on the cross, his words declare that Mary is our mother. All Christians, therefore, who are represented in the person of John are children of Mary. By giving us His Mother to be our mother, Christ demonstrates his love for his own to the end.

In his May 2013 Homily, Pope Francis speaks of the working of the Holy Spirit in three aspects: newness, harmony, and mission. “Newness always makes us a bit fearful because we feel more secure if we have everything under control, if we are the ones who build, program, and plan our lives according to our own ideas, our own comfort, our preferences. This is also the case when it comes to God. We often follow and accept him, but only up to a certain point. It is hard to abandon ourselves to him with complete trust, allowing the Holy Spirit to be the soul and guide of our lives in our every decision. Let us ask ourselves today: Are we open to “God’s surprises”? Or are we closed and fearful before the newness of the Holy Spirit? Do we have the courage to strike out along the new paths that God’s newness sets before us, or do we resist, barricaded in transient structures that have lost their capacity for openness to what is new? The Holy Spirit would appear to create disorder in the Church since he brings the diversity of charisms and gifts; yet all this, by his working, is a great source of wealth, for the Holy Spirit is the Spirit of unity, which does not mean uniformity, but which leads everything back to Harmony. Here too, when we are the ones who try to create diversity and close ourselves up in what makes us different and other, we bring division. When we are the ones who want to build unity in accordance with our human plans, we end up creating uniformity and standardization. So, let us ask ourselves: Am I open to the harmony of the Holy Spirit, overcoming every form of exclusivity? Do I let myself be guided by him, living in the Church and with the Church? The older theologians used to say that the soul is a kind of sailboat, the Holy Spirit is the wind that fills its sails and drives it forward, and the gusts of wind are the gifts of the Spirit. Lacking his impulse and his grace, we do not go forward. The Holy Spirit draws us into the mystery of the living God and saves us from the threat of a Church that is gnostic and self-referential, closed in on herself; he impels us to open the doors and go forth to proclaim and bear witness to the good news of the Gospel, to communicate the joy of faith, the encounter with Christ. The Holy Spirit is the soul of Mission. Let us ask ourselves: do we tend to stay closed in on ourselves, on our group, or do we let the Holy Spirit open us to mission? Today, let us remember these three words: newness, harmony, and mission. Today’s liturgy is a great prayer that the Church, in union with Jesus, raises up to the Father, asking him to renew the outpouring of the Holy Spirit. May each of us, and every group and movement, in the harmony of the Church, cry out to the Father and implore this gift.”

Fr. Ron Rolheiser beautifully articulates that the word of God is not a baton, passed on in a relay race. Nor is it a deposit of faith, a treasure chest of truths handed down from one generation to the next. The word of God is something to be eaten, digested, and given flesh to. As we read it, we use both eyes: With one eye we scan the bible, with the other we examine what the flesh that has been influenced by it looks like. We are the flesh that lives out the word of God. Each bible has a blank page at the end. This is for each of us to write our own “lived” gospel. We can note the incidents, relationships, bad times, and good in our lives where Jesus was close, active, saving us, calling us, and challenging us into discipleship. Can you note where you fell in love with Jesus and when your life with him began? Where is Jesus now writing his gospel in your life so that others will know his love, his call, and his identity? These are not just good pointers for prayer but a personal invitation for you to reflect on your own journey with Jesus. Even as John concludes his gospel today, he shows a sense that Jesus’ works were so numerous that numerous books might be written. Do you give thanks for the hidden and evident ways in which Jesus’ words have come to life in your life? We are the expression and example of Jesus’ written gospel. We are a walking testament of God’s loving presence and action in our life that is an example for all to see and imitate. Believe it – Own it – Live it. God is love—pass it on!